Monday, November 8, 2010

Welcome :D

Hey y'all I'm trying to start a blog here about my relapse into anorexia.  It's more in support than against the anorexic lifestyle so I guess you could call this pro-ana but I'd be totally open to anyone wanting to recover as well!  I mostly want a blog for motivation to reach my vision of perfection and stay there so I will try to post stats and what I ate daily.  Feel free to do the same or add anything else you'd like  :)

So to start, this week has been super stressful.  I had a Spanish test today, a Bio test tomorrow, and an Orgo test Wednesday.  I'm in my second year of college by the way and so far I'm struggling to get the perfect grades that were so much easier to get in college.  I've also felt socially isolated lately, compared to last year where I was thrilled to be in college.  I could go on about my life story but I don't want to bore everybody and seem self-centered so I'm going to finish with my stats and disgusting food intake today (I binged  :(  )  but I'm going back to 800 cals tomorrow!

Height: 5'4"
HW: 150
CW: 142
GW 1: 132 (Dec 1)
GW 2: 120 (Jan 1)
GW 3: 108
UGW: 95

Food Intake:
Biscuit with potato: 200
Coffee with a little milk: 40
Large cookie: 200
Apple: 80
Salad: 150
Chips: 150
Cheese Crackers: 200
PB&J: 350
Total Intake: 1370...EWWWWWW NEVER AGAIN!

Have a good night everyone  :)  Tomorrow's a new day!